"I’m not really sure why. But… do you stop loving someone just because they betray you? I don’t think so. That’s what makes the betrayal hurt so much - pain, frustration, anger… and I still loved her. I still do."
Brandon Sanderson, Mistborn: The Final Empire
"I guess by now I should know enough about loss to realize that you never really stop missing someone-you just learn to live around the huge gaping hole of their absence."
Alyson Noel, Evermore
Its funny, and a little scary, how angry I still get when I think about what you did to me. My hands were literally shaking, and I felt my temperature rise almost immediately. The worst part is that I still care. I wish I could just be done.
"I’d pick you again tomorrow, the day after, every life, every fucking scenario that could ever be plausible, I’d take you every single time because I am fucking in love with you. I said things that I regret, things that hurt you, they’re words that I wish I could take back and mend into something that’d make you smile beautifully. You probably don’t think of me, hell, you probably won’t even read this, but why not take a chance to scream into oblivion? I am in love with you, you probably don’t love me though, but I’ll wait, remember? every time you broke me into pieces, I promised I’d wait, you told me it wasn’t healthy but I’m just in love with you, sometimes I honestly fail to see the difference. We were perfect, you know, perfectly imperfect with flawed timing. The happiness you gave me.. it was ethereal, honestly it kills me knowing that I couldn’t requite what you gave me. I’m sorry, I’m in love with you,
I want you back."
Hayden Cooper - “I am still in love with you, I’m sorry”
Fuck you for trying to invalidate how I felt and feel about you. You cant just say it wasn’t real because you dont want the responsibility of ending something that was amazing. I know it was real. I would have married you and we would have had kids. I think we would have done all right. People say you should marry your best friend, and that was you without a doubt. It was real. It was the realest thing in my life, you were the only thing that mattered.
I can only move forward
Its 2 in the morning and I’m all alone and I hate everything, especially you. I’m so alone, and I miss everyone, especially you.
"I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling."
Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart